Courage to me was never about feeling completely fearless. It’s always been about looking my fears dead in the face and continuing forward no matter what. I have lost countless times on this journey. The tally marks are well stacked up in the losing column and would probably be overwhelming to look at if I tried. But I have had some wins. Big ones. And, in life’s mysterious ways, some moments that were actually supposed to be wins turned out to be crushing losses. Those are a bit harder to stomach. But when I look at all of it in total, I am reminded of my favorite speech my Theodore Roosevelt once again. I would rather be defeated endlessly than to give up trying…