An Absolutely Gigantic Perfect Ridiculous Mess
Posted on June 29, 2015
Everything is colliding right now. It’s a gigantic mess and I love it. Chaos. Pure chaos. Exactly how it’s supposed to be.
There are things converging at a rate I couldn’t have expected. My professional life coaching business launches Thursday (keep an eye open for that) I have significant continued development on my other site which is growing every single week, clients are knocking at my door ready to go and the quiet is coming to an end. This afternoon after a phone call I felt it release as if to say “It’s been fun, but you are on your way.”
Truthfully, I feel like that is where I am tonight. On my way. I didn’t really predict launching my own business this year and becoming a business owner. Woah. It seems like years and years of practice have all come down to this moment and it’s going to be the efforts from my own sweat equity that take my company from 0 to 100. I’m ready for that. I’m ready to start earning based off of my own talents, efforts, and skills. That’s going to feel damn good after having strung together living over the past few years.
But there’s something else at play right now that is really knocking my socks off. I’m seeing something in real time that I’ve never truly felt before. Impact. Deep, profound, tangible impact on other people. Maybe it’s just the people I am surrounding myself with right now but I am directly seeing how much I have been able to change their lives for the better. These are pretty rare opportunities that bring me substantial amounts of happiness and I really am taking them to heart.
I’ll tell you right now, that silence…goodness gracious did it teach me a lot about what’s going on inside and how to really hear the whispers. Silence also seemed to put me into a day long type of meditation…a focus…unparalleled by anything I’ve ever been able to create before. There’s a lot to be said for that, and now that I’m writing this, I remember wishing for years that I would have the ability to quiet down my distracted mind and really get things done. Seems like my wish came true.
Tonight, I feel clear. Clear as can be. That’s why this post is ending now…because honestly I don’t have much more to say. I’ve been anticipating this moment in all that has gone down over the past month…and I’m ready for more hard work to come.
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