There are these moments during particular days where I have to be incredibly honest with myself about what I am going through and feeling. I know when it is about to happen because I get this wave of energy from the top of my neck down to my lower back and I feel my mood begin to change. I used to be scared of it . . . the feeling of water almost dripping down my back,but in time I have learned how to sit with it. What follows after is pure stillness. Deep in thought. Numb. I feel truth bubbling to the surface. It’s not that I am living my life in an inauthentic way. It’s that sometimes we go through life not…