I once walked in darkness. I remember times and periods of my life where I thought I couldn’t see any light at all. I thought that’s where I was meant to be, wandering in the dark, helping others get out of their own. I can help them see the stars…I would tell myself. I was always looking up in the night sky at the little glittering lights so far away feeling as if I was somehow stuck in a cave. Even during the day, I was there dealing with my darkness and couldn’t really understand why things were the way they were. It was a lie. A delusion. My mind was playing tricks on me. None of that was aligned with the truth. And…