Where do I even begin? There are so many things happening at once. Callings. Requests. Big changes. There’s a huge blind spot of how things are going to look like around the bend. I haven’t wanted to let go of that old life I had created for myself. But now more than ever, I can see that living in that way was heading in a direction that was going to hurt me more than help me. As time has gone on, the consequences have become clear. But how do you let go of something that helped you survive? How do you let go of something that helped you build yourself into the person you are today and get through the worst times of life?…