The way it has always been, and the way that it will probably always be, is that nothing happens at all or everything suddenly happens at once. This year started off awful. I mean almost as bad as it gets. It was hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. LA was falling apart at the seams and I had absolutely no idea what was going to happen. I gained loads of weight, I started shutting down, and my mentality about people, dreams, and daily life started to dwindle. I don’t think I’ve ever been so stressed out. In fact, I am sure I have never been so stressed in my entire life. So I came back home. I came home…