There are these moments during the day, well, at least my days recently, that scare the absolute hell out of me. The only thing keeping me going right now, is continuing to move forward.  I am 9 weeks into my journey, with 5 more to go, and the weirdest thing about it all is having this moments in my stomach where I just feel fear. This is a good sign in many many ways, but it is new and strange. I take this as a positive sign because when I was living my life way back when…there was no fear. There wasn’t fear of the new things that could be brought into my life – good and bad. There was me, just being me,…