It’s a funny feeling to see the world going on around you, and at the same time know that you are a creating an entirely new reality for yourself. That sentence, while not ridiculously complex in thought or structure, took me four days to iron out. I was trying to help myself understand what this feeling has been lately, and finally I landed upon my own definition of the reality. What I mean by the world going on around me, can best be described by the man walking up onto the stage to lead an orchestra: he has to turn his back eventually to the crowd. This path hasn’t been the easiest. In fact, I have less than three weeks left of a journey…