It was looking for me the entire time I was looking for it. All that I was seeking…was also seeking me. When I opened myself to “not knowing” I expanded my world a million times over. Because it was in the creation of plans far into an unknowable future that constricted all that was my life. There’s no color there. There’s no mystery there. There’s only what you have tried to see and no room left for ambiguity. A shallow life. An untrusting life. That life brought me to this place, but made a request of me a while ago to let everything go and run on faith. Faith that I would be taken care of. Faith that my wounds would be healed in time. Faith…