It might be a bit strange to say this at this point, but I’m accepting full responsibility for how all of this goes. My life. My body. My spirit. My feelings. My thoughts. My actions. All of it. I think for a long time I was leaking some of that power. I think a lot of that had to do with my past. Maybe there was some blame still there. Maybe there was an unwillingness to take full responsibility because if I did then that would mean there was no one else to have any say in how things have turned out. I can see that pretty clearly now. I can see how that kept me from becoming who I am truly meant to…