I’m a mess right now. A beautiful mess. But a mess.  Truth is, I just deleted 3,000 words, two blogs, that I had written and I went… “This is absolute shit.” Command + A … delete  It was trash. Let me explain this mess.  I feel like my entire way of looking at things just got turned upside down, inside out, twisted, broken to pieces, smashed all back together again and given a lovely burn with a nice Crème brûlée hand torch. I’ve experienced things in the past week that have essentially snapped synapses and I can’t think in the way that I used to think. That started off as a bit of a “oh shit” moment, but it’s not the worst thing in the world. I’ve seen things,…