The Meep



You see, meep

I made the choice to remember you this way

There’s hardly a day that goes by that I don’t think about you

In fact I catch myself seeing you when I am staring at other faces

I was frustrated at first

But then like you told me

I just absorbed it completely

And made it a piece of me

There are things I miss dearly

Looking at the stars at night

Going to eat at random places

The long drives in the car

Talking about almost anything

An undeniable companionship

And everything that came with it

An unstoppable team we were

Despite how often we tried to stop

I felt like there was a hole in my heart

And that I was left in a rush

But the truth is you never left

I know you to well for that

Because as much as I think

You equal my inner efforts

There’s no doubt in my mind

That I sit in the back of your head

And yet, who thought I would say this

I hope you are smiling wide

That smile could brighten the world

Just like it did mine for a time

How wonderful it is

That I had something so great

Which made parting so painful

I guess that’s one way of looking at it

Or it may be that you never left

You are just stuck somewhere inside

I can feel you rooting around in there

Complaining about it being hot or cold

And it just makes me laugh

That piece never left, no

It was always there

Maybe it sucked so much

Because it wasn’t torn out

Just lit on fire from within

But there’s no hole left

Just a smoldering ember

Marked by your heart

Forever warm – not cold


In the best of ways



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  • Magic
    March 11, 2014 at 4:40 am

    so sad, every word bruised my heart. Wow.. What happened to Meep?

  • Sus
    March 11, 2014 at 10:41 am

    Beautiful, I feel joy when reading, thanks for sharing.