As time has gone on it has become much more clear.
Time itself is so short.
One minute you are there and the next minute you aren’t.
The “moment” that is.
The sweet spot.
It makes me think about the time that I have spent here
and the time that I want to spend.
Who I want to spend it with.
Where I want to spend it.
White hot and passionate.
There are other ways to do things.
But you just become another floorboard.
Nothing special about you.
Of course you could be made out of beautiful wood
but with all the others
you are the same.
That’s the last thing I want to be.
I chose to live my life a different way with different standards
and the yields at times have been difficult.
But in actuality it all has trained me for what is to come.